tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-243707502024-03-12T21:36:23.153-04:00The Larkin PathJeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.comBlogger85125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-45631533779031954932015-12-08T12:26:00.001-05:002015-12-08T12:26:34.641-05:00On Letting Go.. Struggling with Mindfulness<div dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.6560000000000001; margin-bottom: 0pt; margin-top: 0pt;">
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Who'd have thought that one bite from a human could cause so much pain for so long. This is what Joseph did to me on Easter of 2015. <br />
Here are posts I made regarding this bite:<br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17.5636348724365px;">I have been putting this off for several days. I've hidden my wounds because I on some level I feel shame. I feel anger. I feel hurt. I am ashamed that I cannot seem to be able to protect myself from assaults by my own son. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17.5636348724365px;">This is what the face of Autism Awareness looks like. This is what may happen to me when I visit my son. This inju</span><span class="text_exposed_show" style="background-color: white; color: #141823; display: inline; font-family: helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17.5636348724365px;">ry </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #141823; font-family: helvetica, arial, 'lucida grande', sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 1.38;">or similar has happened to me three times in less than a year. Last summer it took 4 staff to extract him from me. In September, I needed an emergency visit because he dropped me to the floor with his fingers gripping my hair at the scalp. He then used this as a lever to kick in my scapula from the back.</span><br />
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I am NOT a victim. I will not hide it. I will not make excuses. Autism has robbed me of my career, my health and my connections to other people.<br />
Yet, I continue to advocate, support, teach and love.<br />
I AM A Peaceful Warrior.<br />
Nuff said,<br />
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<span class="userContentSecondary _c24" style="color: #4e5665;">Days 6 and 7.</span><br />
<span class="userContentSecondary _c24" style="color: #4e5665;">I was to attend school this weekend. Yoga Teacher Training has been healing for me on many levels. But struggling with muscle spasms and an inability to manage them properly away from home. I believe I will be rounding a corner. Tomorrow will look much better.</span></div>
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<span class="userContentSecondary _c24" style="line-height: 17.5636348724365px;"> — <img alt="" class="_51mq img" height="16" src="https://fbstatic-a.akamaihd.net/rsrc.php/v2/yp/r/qpfb_OxVB2k.png" style="border: 0px; margin-right: 3px; vertical-align: -2.9px;" width="16" />feeling hopeful.</span></span></div>
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<span class="userContentSecondary _c24" style="color: #4e5665;"><span style="color: #141823; line-height: 17.5636348724365px;">Day 13. Deep fascia infection seems to be clearing up. Of course the antibiotics I needed to take has cleared out my system of anything good. Waiting results from x rays taken to see if the bone is infected. Shaky and wondering if I can ever safely visit my son. I am doing well to stay as positive as I am.</span></span></div>
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<span class="userContentSecondary _c24" style="color: #4e5665;"><span style="color: #141823; line-height: 17.5636348724365px;">Day 21: Infection gone. I am left with a rather large hematoma and muscle spasms. Dropped into a rather deep depression though. Some thoughts and energy sent my way would be appreciated.</span></span></div>
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Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-82056917937912593072015-02-25T04:01:00.000-05:002015-02-27T11:22:08.544-05:00New World for JosephThere have been only a handful of people in Joseph's life gifted with the ability to connect with Joseph in a very meaningful way. One of them is his current Head Classroom Teacher, Tiara.<br />
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She told me a story recently about Joseph and I asked her to write it down for me so that I may add it to his story here. <br />
It is amazing. Hope you enjoy.</div>
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Joseph really enjoys the song “Clint Eastwood” by the Gorrillaz. He calls this song “Future is Coming.” Upon listening to this song one day in the classroom, I decided to use the lyrics as a prompt to talk to Joseph. I used a white board to write questions to Joseph, leaving blanks for his responses. Joseph was not prompted to respond, but did so independently. He did not chose to write, so I scribed the responses for him. The white board read as follows. Joseph’s answers are in green.<u></u><u></u></div>
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Your Future is Coming On (From the song we had just listened to):<u></u><u></u></div>
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In the future, I will be ___<b><span style="color: #00b050;">a friend</span></b>___.<u></u><u></u></div>
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In the future, I will work at _____<b><span style="color: #00b050;">discipline</span></b>_____.<u></u><u></u></div>
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In the future, I will live at _______<b><span style="color: #00b050;">hard</span></b>_______. (Joseph stated “hard life” here but prompted me to erase life as I wrote it)<u></u><u></u></div>
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I am thinking about ___<b><span style="color: #00b050;">new world</span></b>___.</div>
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I must remember to teach Joseph how to transfer a picture onto canvas board. Maybe a new slide book. During this painting, I turned a photo from online art into a paint by number. I visited KidsPeace and had him paint a color at a time, slowly creating from light to dark. He and I bantered as he painted. At one point I offered him a "Script" of "You Can't Rush Art". It stuck. Although I do not think he uses this much with people other than me, he and I share our little one liner as our private communication.Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-27929234089675726052013-10-15T15:43:00.001-04:002013-10-15T15:58:34.089-04:00Love... Reign on me<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span lang="EN" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Went for a walk with the
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<span lang="EN" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> When one of us were too far behind, we
beckonned for the others to wait up.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>When one of us wanted to get going, we communicated that also.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Bandit, the border collie and Nick, the black cat, are very challenging walking
buddies. They force me to continue on and stay on track.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The woods seemed full of gifts on this 40
degree morning.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Dew hung from the trees
on every single leaf, and as the wind blew, the dew rained down on us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> It felt as if the</span> trees were raining love on us.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I began to sing, the woods felt alive with
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<span lang="EN" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">The words of The Who song came instantly to mind: </span></span></span></div>
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Love, can bring the rain that falls like tears from our eyes…. Love! Rain on me!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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<span lang="EN" style="font-family: "Calibri","sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue", Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"></span>Trees continued to rain their love and I paused arms outstretched to
catch this love that I yearn for.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>A
single leaf teetered in the air, dropped into my hand in ease.. A gift from the Tree Gods,
saturated with dew/love juice.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>With
nothing left to sing, nothing left to say, I accepted this gift.</span></span> </div>
Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-59143095867757380772010-08-05T20:13:00.003-04:002010-08-05T20:21:00.022-04:00Full Moon Flight<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguknwbd0R01Q0MZz7WRLphvMFQYPWOJrU3M2ni5vsuAytayftP8KG3LPnkbfRuQmd2Htip7ZPxnoBXTcSoqo-_JXGhwElPgOGSLkv4Gu0Lm5WqVsMtbauHPKpHB3zvcG_emWVkZA/s1600/full.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5502083477409425522" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEguknwbd0R01Q0MZz7WRLphvMFQYPWOJrU3M2ni5vsuAytayftP8KG3LPnkbfRuQmd2Htip7ZPxnoBXTcSoqo-_JXGhwElPgOGSLkv4Gu0Lm5WqVsMtbauHPKpHB3zvcG_emWVkZA/s320/full.jpg" /></a><br /><span lang="EN"><p>Full Moon Flight</p><span style="font-size:85%;"><p>Sly smile on my face</p><p>I grab your hand</p><p>And throw back my head in laughter</p><p>We kick off shoes</p><p>And take flight into the night</p><p>Bounding as Deer thru through trees</p><p>Pines brush our skin</p><p>Pay no heed</p><p>Quick stop</p><p>Run fingers across ridges of birches</p><p>Peek a boo from the other side of tree</p><p>*Tag*</p><p>Youre it!!</p><p>Off again</p><p>Laughter meets night</p><p>Scrapes from boughs</p><p>Well lick wounds later</p><p>Clearing reached we are breathless, dizzy, panting.. Falling</p><p>Gazing up</p><p>Moon song only we understand</p><p>Sung in Morse Code</p><p>Thru moving Clouds</p><p>Stances punctuated with fireflies </p><p>We Listen and Know</p></span></span><br /><div></div>Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-4608641920615081842010-07-08T22:09:00.004-04:002010-07-08T22:26:04.804-04:00The Wonder of Joseph<span lang="EN"> <p>Joseph never ceases to amaze me in his ability to connect with the universe. Sometimes allowing him to wander free, without a schedule can lead to an experience of the spirit.</p><p>I sat on a swing set watching my son wander the yard. At the edge of the yard was a line of tall grasses, thistles and overgrowth. He stood at its edge, collecting bugs and storing them in his hand. The process took a long time as I watched from afar, trying not to intercede and demand he not touch bugs. I noticed the insect of choice of the day was a metallic beetle with blue/green/black wings. He must have collected over 40 of them, taking his time to hold them carefully in one hand, while plucking with the other. Attention is never Joseph’s strong point, so I sat in wonder how he was so intent, happy in his task.</p><p>No longer able to store more, Joseph held them cupped in both hands. With one motion, he tossed them into the air, like confetti. The affect was amazing. The beetles, sparkling metallic blue green and black fluttered in the air above his head. Joseph gazed up in wonder, connected to his surroundings. I saw a look of pride at his created spirit-art. Time stopped for us both while the beetles, looking like pixie dust, twinkled and hovered before their dispersal.</p><p>I marveled at my son and realized that with all his struggles and torments he fights on a daily basis, he still is capable of finding moments of wonder. Removed from the fear of touching insects (as most fears escape him) he is able to do things that none other can do. He truly DOES have a spiritual side. Joseph quietly (nonverbally) reminds those around him to slow down and connect with what is around us. Many who work with Joseph say he has touched their lives in a positive way - a spiritual way. I am blessed to have this wonderful boy be part of my life.</p><p>I wait for his next lesson to me.</p></span><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUJanL20nr-o0pC48-1xb-z-JAE7gSnhZ8eBogfLrPVmZ3Ui3RPd9N0ECF01cP6ZX60w-EeDo7pWwTWrPMDeuwwInnfQc9yXvpocBxTrtWM2id2eK9lscovQk9fk5iqwKvVBtBww/s1600/016.JPG"><span style="font-size:0;"></span><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491723221640441266" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjUJanL20nr-o0pC48-1xb-z-JAE7gSnhZ8eBogfLrPVmZ3Ui3RPd9N0ECF01cP6ZX60w-EeDo7pWwTWrPMDeuwwInnfQc9yXvpocBxTrtWM2id2eK9lscovQk9fk5iqwKvVBtBww/s320/016.JPG" /></a><br /><p></p><p> </p>Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-48393920594873067762010-01-02T11:48:00.003-05:002010-01-02T11:54:11.400-05:00Pondering Late FallThe schedule of leaf shedding in the late fall...<br />Maples seem to drop theirs first, Elm quickly behind.<br />The Oak and Beech leaves hang on to the leaves the longest. They are stubborn, refusing to let go.<br /><br />My small glass cutting station is set in front of a large window, my view: An Oak, some garden.<br />At this time of year when most trees are skeletons, I can see a lake across one of the busiest roadways in the area. Only a few trees still carry a spattering of brown leaves.<br /><br />Today is particularly harsh on the remaining - heavy winds and torrential rainfall pummel with the force of a trained boxer in a match.<br /><br />Nature agains Nature, the battle continues. I know the leaves will loose this time.Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-59166305292443728402010-01-02T11:44:00.002-05:002010-01-02T11:55:44.478-05:00Reflections in glass<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEid3b766i-9v4_fn9WLtCFAs2odQTQMTjllCZf4Xhuo0FxPzntF2b_JYmRBxldKbfNF1eNdVuWgS4XyeNQKRYLu5IdHHzr40eZlxceaxsmwKoZQmMBiyWiJy8SuMDR7YCBSWhvRnA/s1600-h/glass+reflections.bmp"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422184609002600530" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEid3b766i-9v4_fn9WLtCFAs2odQTQMTjllCZf4Xhuo0FxPzntF2b_JYmRBxldKbfNF1eNdVuWgS4XyeNQKRYLu5IdHHzr40eZlxceaxsmwKoZQmMBiyWiJy8SuMDR7YCBSWhvRnA/s320/glass+reflections.bmp" /></a><br /><div>How lucky am I to see nature reflected in my work station today!!! Taking time to ponder the small wonders in life is healing..</div>Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-30192262276713718492009-12-17T10:31:00.002-05:002010-01-02T10:37:09.133-05:00I SuccumbI Succumb<br />For releife<br />My escape<br />From the gnawing, gaping hole<br />Left from loss, regret and remorse<br /><br />I Succumb<br />To the Need<br />The Desperate Dominating<br />Ever present Hunger<br /><br />Oh yes<br />I Devour the Tasty and Forbidden<br />Now Dripping from my Lips<br /><br />I Succumbed...<br />When<br />When will I Quench<br />This Need?Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-74157820794440716142009-11-18T15:01:00.005-05:002009-11-22T11:45:54.827-05:00Short woman in a tree<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhErYIhZhzutk5bEAQ9fvkg8skswcLs8sMg29G53di0eNAzZrADjZsdbyLsk_GXWQq5YUwXl8YOj_axiQeiekID5wurb2hHzDbfosHKn7SINRanR8tXghY37DUD-ABflhffiJY4xA/s1600/PA290167.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhErYIhZhzutk5bEAQ9fvkg8skswcLs8sMg29G53di0eNAzZrADjZsdbyLsk_GXWQq5YUwXl8YOj_axiQeiekID5wurb2hHzDbfosHKn7SINRanR8tXghY37DUD-ABflhffiJY4xA/s320/PA290167.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5406970173214991154" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhx5QD-eTqB3ZnIRWINySZt7Lr1RBeMfC1zTSLT_rsaE6KO77k4h2kVk5AkOfmULHO0186AaKHzR1tj-n1tmjhoDUvUFG3R56D3cSzyWwKA_UJDAHtZghdZL8E4zRLG82_XM7WQIQ/s1600/treeclimb1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhx5QD-eTqB3ZnIRWINySZt7Lr1RBeMfC1zTSLT_rsaE6KO77k4h2kVk5AkOfmULHO0186AaKHzR1tj-n1tmjhoDUvUFG3R56D3cSzyWwKA_UJDAHtZghdZL8E4zRLG82_XM7WQIQ/s320/treeclimb1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5406969914700390642" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br />When going for walks in the 1600 acres, I pass a tall pine each trip. For years I have passed this pine and say "some day I'm going to climb".<br />Passing it today I could no longer ignore its beckoning: "Climb me Jeanette, you know you want to". Being a woman easily given to curiosity, I decided it was finally time to climb.<br />From the dirt path, the climb looked easy. In envisioned myself reaching its summit gazing high above the woods - an eagles view! But as I began, I realized a horrible truth: I am vertically challenged! The leg reach of a 5ft woman is not great enough for my dream fulfillment :(<br />Using both hands to hoist my foot up and pulling myself up one branch at a time, I did manage to climb approximately 25 of this 150ft beauty.<br />Both condemming my disability, and celebrating my effort I perched.<br />The scampering below made me believe there were dear nearby. Armed with my camera, the mighty huntress (lol) waited its prey. It got closer and my heart raced.<br />Finally, it appeared: a small rodent like animal with a fluffy tail. A SQUIRREL.<br />I laughed at myself, my naivete, photographed the height I achieved and went on my merry way.Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-81521171694893560962009-11-08T19:29:00.002-05:002009-11-08T19:45:30.957-05:00Taking Advantage of Indian Summer in Maine<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgda99Squx73ikl9SBGw9tTkv4d8LHy1VxAZBq-7Uc8_0uHrZekBRi2Kj0UucRMzcgeAKfPVnI7bZMVIl653W_y-emYxJVgSX5U5lXpQQmGiTaQjuz0G47n8pNFyoHvcL3pWQyxNA/s1600-h/walk1108095.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgda99Squx73ikl9SBGw9tTkv4d8LHy1VxAZBq-7Uc8_0uHrZekBRi2Kj0UucRMzcgeAKfPVnI7bZMVIl653W_y-emYxJVgSX5U5lXpQQmGiTaQjuz0G47n8pNFyoHvcL3pWQyxNA/s320/walk1108095.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401894878295104050" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgenoNxDLlFgdWKbnXEgXLezP2mndzDHXtHBBOcDTVPbE-xmvBJ0uyaG2KenCOqzOMDRq-seJmOR5jwbXspp_940FiZRdFwE4JvAu0mfxqF-4OKeeMr1nQiBONgGtlC9uVeWpZcXA/s1600-h/walk1108093.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgenoNxDLlFgdWKbnXEgXLezP2mndzDHXtHBBOcDTVPbE-xmvBJ0uyaG2KenCOqzOMDRq-seJmOR5jwbXspp_940FiZRdFwE4JvAu0mfxqF-4OKeeMr1nQiBONgGtlC9uVeWpZcXA/s320/walk1108093.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401894875069624722" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilEQrWuXK2eRemWxfwbk9ILurieU3T7goSEbfNe7Cix-I-nXp2c_wNvmKNN0QybLDWgz7sFAkn8J94wTWx8PuyqHvg9wo8d-PgJmmZid3RsX3Z9tmVkn1EixfVKNiu8zXmfN3VHA/s1600-h/walk1108092.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilEQrWuXK2eRemWxfwbk9ILurieU3T7goSEbfNe7Cix-I-nXp2c_wNvmKNN0QybLDWgz7sFAkn8J94wTWx8PuyqHvg9wo8d-PgJmmZid3RsX3Z9tmVkn1EixfVKNiu8zXmfN3VHA/s320/walk1108092.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401894872251686258" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZSinZhPXCdD-i1kRJb2ZdP5YP1b5wWrYvNw1O1U8f1QG20K3jWgtdzEgkxLOolGzpKz7gwWgoIPkijdY65lPkiLjAwn3J6nMZ8_NEkGzmzJwcJqRacuBVxmhvp6RjSc9lL4XYzQ/s1600-h/walk11809.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZSinZhPXCdD-i1kRJb2ZdP5YP1b5wWrYvNw1O1U8f1QG20K3jWgtdzEgkxLOolGzpKz7gwWgoIPkijdY65lPkiLjAwn3J6nMZ8_NEkGzmzJwcJqRacuBVxmhvp6RjSc9lL4XYzQ/s320/walk11809.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401894870417994178" border="0" /></a>Laying on a moss covered rock - flowing streams surround me. Boots off, sun warming my skin. Soft breeze, a breath of life. Oh (surprise), a black fisher scampers by, sit up - a quiet reach for the camera *snap. Too Late. I wonder what his mission is this Sunday afternoon in early November. Perhaps, like me, to bask in the fleeting warmth of an indian summer day before the long arduous winter settles in. I lay back down, soft bed of moss, on a rock in the middle of the woods with the bubbling water and warming sun. All is good in world: right here, right now.<br /><br />Fisher: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fisher_(animal)<br /><br />epilogue: I arrived back home, proud of my accomplishments. I made it out in the beautiful day. Tree climbing story to come later, lol. Readying to download photos to the computer, I cant find my glasses. High and low I look. nowhere. They are all the way back at the rock I was sitting on in the middle of the woods. Thank goodness for Jon and his truck who drove me back most of the way. There they were, waiting for me.Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-50557193246103503362009-06-08T09:09:00.001-04:002009-06-08T09:12:37.308-04:00The Scent of Childhood<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheV3vhU-T_diPl8MF1yN214UVyj68fKisrS8ngje74XvfvYg7-Fek8xDekJNdrh_IGk24AfG1zqM-zHvndsB2aqsEYxf3UooQORcpujAsLSciSZrXrFv4LguLjZi_uDHt_6rvy4Q/s1600-h/peony2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 287px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEheV3vhU-T_diPl8MF1yN214UVyj68fKisrS8ngje74XvfvYg7-Fek8xDekJNdrh_IGk24AfG1zqM-zHvndsB2aqsEYxf3UooQORcpujAsLSciSZrXrFv4LguLjZi_uDHt_6rvy4Q/s320/peony2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5344943334154688786" border="0" /></a><br />Just thinking of the word "Peony" evokes a powerful memory of the senses. The sweet scent fills a hunger, the velvety touch of each petal is remembered. Even the awe of a tiny red haired child, amazed by the busyness of ants doing their work. Wonderment. Delight. A moment in time forever relivable, to grasp anytime I want. This was Grandma's backyard<br />And it doesn't stop there.<br />A Raspberry Tree always available to hide in the branches. Their scent is later in the summer. When the ground is covered with them rotting, the flies are everywhere drinking nectar. A trellis of deep red roses. I make perfume from its petals to sell in an imaginary shop. I flavor with vanilla the starchy insides of a plant referred to as "indian gum". I plant forget me not seeds - they never germinate.<br />I wonder is there power in child hood or powerlesness? I felt this tiny triangular plot of land as my domain. It was huge in my youth - now seemingly postage sized. Is it the change of my size from a tiny girl to an adult that changed its perspective? Or is it that my experiences have broadened my life so that my childhood space shrunk?Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-13036151544924263552009-06-02T11:16:00.003-04:002009-06-09T07:20:16.344-04:00Good Night Moon<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTa9jmtHpNGWaeIVqGJQaWqOq98AKj_P1TpQ2yryvbGYe5I02XDkoq8G3Sd8761YcLsFtP4pk-fdQWtcCOCxR0zYrHf-RzsZAuejnsr0_emumZp0RoSvcKkbNohE-rdUo0En6V9g/s1600-h/goodnight+moon.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTa9jmtHpNGWaeIVqGJQaWqOq98AKj_P1TpQ2yryvbGYe5I02XDkoq8G3Sd8761YcLsFtP4pk-fdQWtcCOCxR0zYrHf-RzsZAuejnsr0_emumZp0RoSvcKkbNohE-rdUo0En6V9g/s320/goodnight+moon.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5342749722251293202" border="0" /></a><br />This picture was taken at the Children's Discovery Museum in Bangor. They have lots of cool stuff there. The kids that went from Kids Peace had a terrific time. Im so grateful that there are programs such as Kids Peace to take care of my very challenging boy. I would rarely risk<br />taking him to such things as museums or programs anymore because he is too much of a handful and things can get dangerous. http://www.kidspeace.org/Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-70980790152369278942009-05-24T15:40:00.000-04:002009-05-24T15:41:32.435-04:00Nirvana<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_tpSNTQ_TwoXakIEWc5grHf9FEcOGY4_iePP23m5QdT-FEsU1Qm-lny6lB1EsjAi5jlIEWHw2dbGcNX7sRvsbh_dPAha8VIsgQwgPFnTXAQT0RstZjyhcqQL538EZb5hoGmOWZA/s1600-h/nirvana2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 209px; height: 195px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_tpSNTQ_TwoXakIEWc5grHf9FEcOGY4_iePP23m5QdT-FEsU1Qm-lny6lB1EsjAi5jlIEWHw2dbGcNX7sRvsbh_dPAha8VIsgQwgPFnTXAQT0RstZjyhcqQL538EZb5hoGmOWZA/s320/nirvana2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5339477858234928466" border="0" /></a>Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-12807626665219830092009-05-17T22:13:00.002-04:002009-05-17T22:16:23.280-04:00The Blues<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJMBHEiHdLqgYPX0uhOCPDLtuVA8rqpyQ4a7m4x0m-hosmLMIf0QWkVqnUuxbwjquIKJJNiMcNad5i3fAT06eGO3W8EGTQH2GSZcFG05i6WoonTcY_NbVcU52fL589hMTb4gFwsw/s1600-h/pulminaria509.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjJMBHEiHdLqgYPX0uhOCPDLtuVA8rqpyQ4a7m4x0m-hosmLMIf0QWkVqnUuxbwjquIKJJNiMcNad5i3fAT06eGO3W8EGTQH2GSZcFG05i6WoonTcY_NbVcU52fL589hMTb4gFwsw/s320/pulminaria509.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5336981870413877570" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiI67C-PkmztXXsL17eRZoVqnn1xGpblyZORv4mLjIXMbZj6UYaaN3PHyXKrmcYaYM2xF2NK6H7-8oL38UcjSJXRummUQj2d_-Id33xJZ1OZvL2vsGSe-OaeAuRIH3ywRis_aGvg/s1600-h/bluets509.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiI67C-PkmztXXsL17eRZoVqnn1xGpblyZORv4mLjIXMbZj6UYaaN3PHyXKrmcYaYM2xF2NK6H7-8oL38UcjSJXRummUQj2d_-Id33xJZ1OZvL2vsGSe-OaeAuRIH3ywRis_aGvg/s320/bluets509.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5336981874336565042" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhA6OS_rnzxSA2AsDR3aMBeO8D_Tj0ZUzM7w0qH11URXAPykzBeE_Z41svtkavH9CKYZiQuhRQ7mO4Nd0pJbe8uKZAZ_YAoB3tYzM7OItdG1M-pEVUjNUAgFAU9379B5mnb-CoMhw/s1600-h/forgetmenot509.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhA6OS_rnzxSA2AsDR3aMBeO8D_Tj0ZUzM7w0qH11URXAPykzBeE_Z41svtkavH9CKYZiQuhRQ7mO4Nd0pJbe8uKZAZ_YAoB3tYzM7OItdG1M-pEVUjNUAgFAU9379B5mnb-CoMhw/s320/forgetmenot509.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5336981869010790386" border="0" /></a>Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-11479236642211713012009-05-10T09:12:00.000-04:002009-05-13T09:14:29.835-04:00Happy Mothers Day =}<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBau0gRai37YApxh1pkrOCybgX_tQqwCeWB1i7O-BnG1pAtGbynA8fbohLkARvc80-aeWqjs5BZNUHmTKvrZhO_BbRG4Rhkf6HI2UMbEzgAzgbBZsK-6sdCTuyCmO_Ma_PMOYVTg/s1600-h/happymothersday09.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 238px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBau0gRai37YApxh1pkrOCybgX_tQqwCeWB1i7O-BnG1pAtGbynA8fbohLkARvc80-aeWqjs5BZNUHmTKvrZhO_BbRG4Rhkf6HI2UMbEzgAzgbBZsK-6sdCTuyCmO_Ma_PMOYVTg/s320/happymothersday09.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335296005206352658" border="0" /></a>Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-79409662401518952012009-05-09T09:31:00.004-04:002009-05-12T18:28:21.186-04:00The Well<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQ9Nd1OS-7RcXlJpikSwn_k7kfSbuqhRcLk-KUyrSMWyqVOU9nZNqCjP3xrZdIPZtKkE5OWnTbxujw5mfuoLH39euKuu1Z-Hw0J3rhsF_bpQoexKaF_5dSxphDs5CjO_e5FQhFLg/s1600-h/samara_well1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiQ9Nd1OS-7RcXlJpikSwn_k7kfSbuqhRcLk-KUyrSMWyqVOU9nZNqCjP3xrZdIPZtKkE5OWnTbxujw5mfuoLH39euKuu1Z-Hw0J3rhsF_bpQoexKaF_5dSxphDs5CjO_e5FQhFLg/s320/samara_well1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5335025264395663890" border="0" /></a><br />At the bottom of the well<br />the liquid is not only the rain<br />but salty tears<br />There is no escape<br />I have scraped layers of my<br />fingers raw, bloody-<br />mixing with the juices from below<br />clawing, going nowhere<br />I see pieces of my flesh on the stones<br /><br />Is it fear I feel?<br />Regret?<br />I think I will just sleep some more on<br />this rock keeping me above the<br />water line.<br /><br />Maybe when I awake,<br />Ill be somewhere else.Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-61273074491921045922009-05-05T13:07:00.001-04:002009-05-12T15:45:48.872-04:00backlash - PTSDWell, Ive just spent the last few minutes bawling.. I will nap soon. This is the first opportunity Ive had to be by myself since Josephs meltdown on Saturday. I guess Ive been feeling like hes doing so good.. hes made such good progress, and then to see him regress so quickly and to be in fear of being alone with him again.. well, its just overwhelming. This may be depression talking but<br />sometimes I wish Joseph would just get it over and kill me in one of his rages so I wouldnt be in so much pain over the teeter totter life his issues has put us through.Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-25187912776359802362009-05-02T12:58:00.000-04:002009-05-10T13:01:32.239-04:00Joseph is going downhillSaturday we picked Joseph up and kept him overnight. The visit started out great. Family went fishing. Ate burgers, Joseph went online to <span class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1241974776_4">Power Rangers</span> site. Then he asked for the Bionicles site which is a banned thing for him now. I told him no and he did it anyway. It took both Jon and I to turn off the computer and get him away from it. He laid on the floor fingers in ears and screeched and screamed. Then he ran to put on his shoes and bolt out of the house. Next was kicking slapping faces. We had to blanket wrap him. It took the two of us. We finally got him back down to the bedroom. He started to calm then started up again throwing things at me. Another wrap, kicking slapping trying to bite. The whole thing lasted about 50 minutes and both Jon and I were exhausted. This meltdown was very reminiscent of why hes in placement, and Im sad to see it return. What does this mean? I already cant take him on a drive alone for fear that he will attack me while Im driving. Does this mean now I can NEVER be alone with him? I certainly wouldnt have managed by myself last nightJeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-78299802946766021262009-04-28T08:04:00.004-04:002009-04-28T11:27:41.960-04:00MessiahI dreamt.. an assasination plot against my life<br />People I trusted, close and intimate<br />WHY?<br />I was to be the next Messiah<br />I knew this was ridiculous. What do I know of Dogma?<br />Led down corridors by my left arm, riding elevators<br />and cars in a pre ordained stance...<br />Must learn this new perfection<br />I know this is a mistake<br />I am more lowly than a worm<br />Where did these people get their information?Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-85897782507557505802009-04-18T09:13:00.003-04:002009-05-17T22:17:41.578-04:00Siberian Squill<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJ5dasJ3JcZEu9TpMUmxE2GgGCK5nfoSEWWgj5zPobHHnlWQMLNV2se_bJfw5HQjfGlrdCtMpDK4nvD8GGd5QHPB9f-KVRPal8sHwn8bb_EVrw6vAew4FIM_xBf9T_6zke7OviRw/s1600-h/42509squill.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJ5dasJ3JcZEu9TpMUmxE2GgGCK5nfoSEWWgj5zPobHHnlWQMLNV2se_bJfw5HQjfGlrdCtMpDK4nvD8GGd5QHPB9f-KVRPal8sHwn8bb_EVrw6vAew4FIM_xBf9T_6zke7OviRw/s320/42509squill.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326019094339672226" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk22fqf9_0BjxQ3nYniVFv3agl2-k4kCAtFxhJ8MikZUcSYZO5t5betQDTC68ROzaZlocdPpT39O-CNKhYGcNcWk24hMo39tvqxbEr3MDLihPLo_vZyEOd1xw9eojgA27l4drsEA/s1600-h/425092squill.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgk22fqf9_0BjxQ3nYniVFv3agl2-k4kCAtFxhJ8MikZUcSYZO5t5betQDTC68ROzaZlocdPpT39O-CNKhYGcNcWk24hMo39tvqxbEr3MDLihPLo_vZyEOd1xw9eojgA27l4drsEA/s320/425092squill.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5326019089335582450" border="0" /></a><br />There is an old house in Bangor ME that has a blanket of these little beauties. They are so dense that from a short distance, nothing but blue can be seen. They are escape artists and can be seen in neighboring properties up to two blocks away. The first flowers of spring along with the crocus and part of the Hyacinth family. Naturally, I have need for them in my own garden. So Nathan and I with bags and shovel dig up some to transplant under the trees in my back yard. Here are the pics of them in their new home. Since they were planted yesterday and look in fair shape, I believe they will be be ok. wish me luck, Peace, JeanetteJeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-34720780916934581542009-04-14T09:00:00.005-04:002009-05-17T22:18:21.994-04:00Spring has sprung in my heart<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZ55eE2-_vyhyr_1SK8XdyMiIJtivX5wvZ9cbbqSwtHk_k4UFymasKow8Xy13C9xcBCZ3Xx2u9PuGJ_n7KM4nQWDIjsiGjhMMjcPvjC8R4-Ofs1MnLhqei36pbqOvBkSKZt6Ry_A/s1600-h/413094.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiZ55eE2-_vyhyr_1SK8XdyMiIJtivX5wvZ9cbbqSwtHk_k4UFymasKow8Xy13C9xcBCZ3Xx2u9PuGJ_n7KM4nQWDIjsiGjhMMjcPvjC8R4-Ofs1MnLhqei36pbqOvBkSKZt6Ry_A/s320/413094.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324531881637824834" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiS9NCJgrwt7E8-W-0QU5CdI4rro_mM63qRMjnsArPcIFT_GQ3K9nd86_r0Yj1Cfwqg4ll9aVzK-jOSNKi1uxNG8MJ3_NYt-mL7e9uO_mL_SJA1a4Sr0QMluajlJBXmBPzi69UdNg/s1600-h/413093.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 226px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiS9NCJgrwt7E8-W-0QU5CdI4rro_mM63qRMjnsArPcIFT_GQ3K9nd86_r0Yj1Cfwqg4ll9aVzK-jOSNKi1uxNG8MJ3_NYt-mL7e9uO_mL_SJA1a4Sr0QMluajlJBXmBPzi69UdNg/s320/413093.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324531876813574194" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBvMUy81l8hTGU19BKRAILlssA4Xkjf1SR8bEXIfSGAPF6gd1IC1S_PLyYx8pLi8xY9OnjBDStBtDJRhgZQbNNkYWCnHzge21DM9Rpfl_tZ09nyg-6AcSZDjDn33RYGYxfMWB8Vw/s1600-h/41308.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgBvMUy81l8hTGU19BKRAILlssA4Xkjf1SR8bEXIfSGAPF6gd1IC1S_PLyYx8pLi8xY9OnjBDStBtDJRhgZQbNNkYWCnHzge21DM9Rpfl_tZ09nyg-6AcSZDjDn33RYGYxfMWB8Vw/s320/41308.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324531877953183250" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH4lPA70PLFICCYk_KP1wAn7Fz3TOZMCu9-WrRxPI8dA8k65_YMvptvQKhgWZlHcX0LjWU7kbwVRdldmnBm_w5mxGU7wi4DEvO-M-2itFX4MJvmscVI8ElAS2ZrZOP_EnAqsqc6g/s1600-h/413092.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH4lPA70PLFICCYk_KP1wAn7Fz3TOZMCu9-WrRxPI8dA8k65_YMvptvQKhgWZlHcX0LjWU7kbwVRdldmnBm_w5mxGU7wi4DEvO-M-2itFX4MJvmscVI8ElAS2ZrZOP_EnAqsqc6g/s320/413092.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5324531876189206050" border="0" /></a><br /><h3 class="UIIntentionalStory_Message">Went on a walk yesterday to enjoy the coming of spring. Still to cold and the wind was whipping. No ability to do yard work, but ample ability to view nature. Check out photo album "walk April 13". I am always amazed by the ability for the trees in this area to root on nothing but what has collected on them. Large trees supported by very little grounding. Perhaps a lesson to me that I can support a rich life despite what I have to work with. The tulip shoots burst through the leaves.. Nothing gets in their way. I will be surprised by their color as they were gifts from my friend Alice. Bandit, as usual - in the water.slap, bite, and bark. Also enjoy the three foot waterfall running at my house. Id like to build a hut there and sit, perhaps drawing or contemplating life for hours.</h3>Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-61191471610091806512009-03-17T13:22:00.002-04:002009-05-10T12:40:57.189-04:00Joseph draws a picture of KidsPeace<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiyGkRfDvRkieizkAY2AVmbEs3NK-77TGYfBLlWei359U699F8ndeR74FznFmZkl-UtcMMhtysmB7Zx4kn0Xr7k1Yscollo8aVmfyzHJwSv4H8Au3aSPQvzkPHAg4fyhS2urYwkmw/s1600-h/KidsPeace+Joseph.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 198px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiyGkRfDvRkieizkAY2AVmbEs3NK-77TGYfBLlWei359U699F8ndeR74FznFmZkl-UtcMMhtysmB7Zx4kn0Xr7k1Yscollo8aVmfyzHJwSv4H8Au3aSPQvzkPHAg4fyhS2urYwkmw/s320/KidsPeace+Joseph.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5314208669478024546" border="0" /></a>Well, I always thought Joseph was rather otherworldly. Now I know why. Hes an alien!<br />I just love how this kid thinks. Thank God for giving me Joseph!Jeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24370750.post-88153445999520216582009-02-24T11:04:00.002-05:002009-02-24T11:08:27.888-05:00too much snow<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0qSANW50MVdqjJDTD0Y8U5ZVIOuI0EkodnPjUZIsb_6rTCT5qG2F0w2pY0crIxm-NQ3-X0C5OuzMFMvA-pVKLO6Fx26inapKdDfHd4YrZf35UYLA4CINVmXtJBh2tzytXHiChEw/s1600-h/P2140157.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0qSANW50MVdqjJDTD0Y8U5ZVIOuI0EkodnPjUZIsb_6rTCT5qG2F0w2pY0crIxm-NQ3-X0C5OuzMFMvA-pVKLO6Fx26inapKdDfHd4YrZf35UYLA4CINVmXtJBh2tzytXHiChEw/s320/P2140157.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5306396202427626098" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4RUGq1ZYPQxrhu9Yh1Av-6_HYoBRaaGrY_xNbSIW1XWyI-vv9ipOrnlwHTIeNw18CYyaC-HmxW3XblUilhpuhVmCekdD0VWbb338CMGatr1NxtaWVHf6vJAees1MTz_Pu0eueng/s1600-h/snow2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh4RUGq1ZYPQxrhu9Yh1Av-6_HYoBRaaGrY_xNbSIW1XWyI-vv9ipOrnlwHTIeNw18CYyaC-HmxW3XblUilhpuhVmCekdD0VWbb338CMGatr1NxtaWVHf6vJAees1MTz_Pu0eueng/s320/snow2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5306396197202110514" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieMktM_TfNSPtCcNmMpQjew3LQKz7tTRJl0286-43Wnu02EryRIMCPAnYL9RPgNt0vHKjXPMYtO9B85elPWPb9HWwg-k6oaF0QA6eEwHlHZBNxEEK7AI7mH7GULi8iuF8zmS91iA/s1600-h/snow1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 256px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieMktM_TfNSPtCcNmMpQjew3LQKz7tTRJl0286-43Wnu02EryRIMCPAnYL9RPgNt0vHKjXPMYtO9B85elPWPb9HWwg-k6oaF0QA6eEwHlHZBNxEEK7AI7mH7GULi8iuF8zmS91iA/s320/snow1.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5306396199157944834" border="0" /></a>A few days from March.. uh huh..... insanity<br />Sometimes Chicago looks good againJeanettehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12116196098613880531noreply@blogger.com2